Wednesday, February 11, 2009
This morning i woke up....
Thought to myself....
Its gonna be a tiring day again....
Can't cope with studies....
Studies seems to be like a big chunk of food tat i cant swallow it all...
Should i give up?
If i give up den im so going to repeat it next year....
Isit worth the time and money?...
So jus dragged myself to sch....
First period was math...
I asked Wei Xiong...
Hey, u think should i give up dis yr? jus go sch normally and den jus dun go for O lvl... den next yr jus repeat again? Most likely is 5N3 bah...
Wei Xiong:" siao ah?! dun waste time la...."
Hais... but its jus tat im tired of life...
I dun think tat i can do well for my Os dis yr...
I know tat my history sucks... cos many points i can't catch...
Hais...
During CME... i sat in a corner and thought to myself....
Why must i be the extra one? No one gave up yet... Why must i waste the time and money? Why must i repeat? Why can't i jus finish my secondary sch normally and leave once and for all? And if i repeat... Do i have any frens left? All must have either went to JC or Poly... Going to be a lonely year if i repeat....
So... I told myself... I dun wanna give up! Jus get a average result and leave secondary school...
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@ 6:59 PM